hope dies last...

I was fortunate enough to have someone to talk to yesterday. I think she's as lonely as I am though she had made it look that I was the only one who needs a listening soul. It felt good to have had a sensible conversation with someone like her. I noticed a lot of similarities between us. That maybe the reason it's not that hard to understand each other's thoughts and views.

I was hoping that I'd be able to forget all that I've gone through. But instead, she made me think of them more. It's good, however, that I've come to the realization that there's no reason for me to hold on to the past for I'll be only hurting myself. I wasn't trying to forget the past nor was I trying to bring the memories back. There's just no point in doing so now. I've learned a valuable lesson: Life goes on even when you decide not to breathe anymore. You couldn't force things to happen for you even though sometimes it seems all the stars conspire to please you.

A friend keeps on telling me that love and pain goes hand in hand. They do. And it is envitable that one day you'll be so happy and the other day you'll feel pain.

Somehow I feel like being stabbed looking at my ex's cold eyes. Love just aint enough. There's no point in staying for someone who has already left you for someone else. The pain may kill you but still, life goes on...

Life is unfair. And there are a lot of people who break the rules. Who cares anyway?